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A Sentimental Obsession
04:03
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Rip through me
Let beauty tear me apart
Hold my hands in yours
Endless summer
Watch this dance of pain
Sorrow lover
I will live this pain ridden journey
Moving through this fog of confusion
What could change?
Why am I here?
Take my hand, forget the cold
Why, holding on, does this feel better?
Why? let me out, she smells like summer
A new picture is painted
Lying, in the road
I'd ask for pardon
Perhaps you'd hear my cries
It was so personal for me, I tried
This cloudy night has brought about new life
Drink this emotion
I'll feel your absence
The frigid cold unknown of tomorrow
A bright flash reminds your mortality
Begging for comfort
Crying for grace
I can hide from everybody but myself
My voice, unheard
Never heard
Never mind
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Angel, descend upon me
My grey earth turns to color
Yet life still feels listless
If I try
If I allow you in
Will you teach me love
Angel forgive me
My mind has been tormented
My dreams have been crushed
I've known solace not
Last seconds of comfort
Pray.
As my wrists spilled open
At times there's a pain in my chest
Feelings as cold as her stare
Last seconds of comfort
Stolen from me, by you
A film reel of dread
Left to play on repeat
grip me so tightly I cant move
Why do tears freeze in snowlight?
Why?
If I try to let you find
Cleanse my soul
I'm blinded at your sight
Please help me through the night
Nothing can save me
Or bond us together
That night I drove you home,
did I peek through the veil?
I’m blinded at your sight
You’re everything I wanted
You’re all that I cant have
Stuck needles in my eyes
Angel wings and feathers
Will bring us back together
In heaven
As my wrists spilled open, I cried
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Like in a Memory
03:18
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One final moment, as my eyes shut
Everything is a fading memory
If only I could change your mind
Take all your suffering, or make it mine
Make it stop
Stop the thinking
My head feels numb
Life disregarded
I am scared
Of my own shadow
What you could tell me, or couldn't
This constant aching
From lack of you
Sinking into nothing
My deepest longing for comfort
So far from reach
I lay myself down
Life is so crushing
It hurts me to pretend
As though I'm not drowning
Somber screams for relief
I'm being crushed by memories
Tormented faces shout at me
Faces of grief
Pushed unto weakness
Where is my angel?
Does she search for me?
Where is my angel?
Her calls were made in vain
I must imagine
Cries had been distant
Empty handed
Please forgive me
You can cherish me
I'm nothing
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Forever Ended Yesterday
04:05
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Absent-minded malfeasance
A lapse in fondness
(if only)
Thinking of you, wherever you are
Feeling the loss of a limb
Tears fall like autumn leaves
Golden dreams of yesterday smiles
What happens next?
Lights have been off for some time
Lift my head up, try to fix this
Pray
Brace for chariots, brace for cries
Father Dearest, stay my hand
Lethargy and dread take root in my heart
Left to carry it
Brother kinder, listen to me
Loosen your fingers, this is not yours
you've turned your back on yet another
Blow the dust off the pages
One final heartfelt glance
Fall into sea of attestation
Ascend to clearness
See the light of his love
Craving sweet reminder
Of crooked constellations
Open your eyes
I will stain your porcelain complexion
Feel your hands against my face
If I'd only had the will to confess
Everything I left unsaid
Life, empty of companion
Cold and uncomfortable
Time slips from the clutch of my fingers
Breath somehow escapes from me
As I grapple with sin
Time slips from the clutch of my fingers
Smiles
What happens next?
Promises of healing
With every act I ask forgiveness
Those moments
Left behind
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