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The Sickness Called Despair​.​.​.

by Since My Beloved

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Impaled by your words and these images of you I don’t know how much longer I’ll be dreaming of you Whispered words of hate My own or yours However loud enough for me to hear I’ve fallen once more I have fallen out of reach and i cannot forgive this I can’t forget this I can’t forgive you You left me broken My revenge It’s only fair Your lifeless body laid at my feet You, flayed and forgotten But nothing my mind can create Can take me back to what it was Nothing will bring me back
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Visions of a Knife Seraphim cries A sonata of sirens and scarlet eyes The pain of deceit existence now torments me as two lovers fall To perish in unison Destroy the facade each prayer accepted each wish denied She looks so delicate If I touched her she’d crumble If I could touch her My wrist sacrificed for comfort This emotion I can’t describe To die a bitter death To find my own demise My chest has been torn open You’ve caused your own misfortune Yet I cannot define my own Dreaming of a new existence One where my heart is beating I’ll take my life, before the dawn An unbroken devotion Still bonds me to you Blinds me from the evil You are entrenched in Absolve me I’m extinguished A paramount pain as my sentence
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The stone of nehemiah Blood soaks the stolen landscape Labyrinth of memories Broken glass reflecting Oh shell that I have left behind For my loathsome solitude Creature of habit lies before me Demon of greed follows suit The shadow that always follows Lovers returning from the sea Tales of death they assume As my being recedes into the caverns of my soul The bloodshed, the burial These body filled catacombs Existing within me My deepest longing (cast upon the stones) Passion is dead Wrapped in plastic Hung and bled Can you forgive me (the husk that i am) My loveless soul The husk that i am What defines my character? Am I beyond salvation? [spoken word] This monster I've built This man of clay Deceives his lover Her heart betrayed Farewell my friend Stone golem of hate Sorrow returns me With the tide I weep

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released September 10, 2021

Paul Cole- vocals
Omar Rivera- guitars
Christian Smith- bass
Aiden Hester- drums

Mixed/ Mastered by Nerve Audio

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